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本帖最后由 brianjustinqaf 于 2009-5-28 00:17 编辑
My first wording to the community. Easier for me to start with some English. If you really like it and has some difficulty to read it, I will transfer it later. Please kindly to let me know. Cheers.
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Brian is such a real person from the real world. This is actually the initial feeling i got when finished the first round of the whole seasons today. He seems strong and cool and actually, to some extent, he is. But he is too scared and vulnerable to show his fear, on his bio family, and his real focused love feeling on a particular person. He is afraid to lose. He is a real hitter for his career, who is so devoted by all means, and so capable to transfer nasty vicious fights into little personal feasts. In this regard, he is also afraid to lose, so he has to be so cool and separated from the 'straight guys morality'.
He truely deeply and well, madly shows his love to Justin, right since he puts on the snow white scarf soaked with J's blood. It is not just the dramatic effect to me. His deepest fear is so edgy to come true. He tortures himself to look at the sleeping J, flash back the horrible scenes, and piece by piece take the whole responsiblity to recreate smiles of sunshine.
According to my personal experience, the gay community is full of Brian, which is the only reason i love qaf. She is so real and virtuely fragile. Brian is honest and that always cost him fortunes. He has a big heart ready to give and so shy to take in. He is a hero in all dimensions.
Justin is too young to be equal in many ways to Brian, which put himself on a more taking-in position and due to the age gap, one is easy to take for granted. But it is the unequality that push Justin to be cheezy, naughty,lovable and couple-like with Brian. No matter gay or straight, there always have some general implicit rules in the universe. But two guys with strong personalities, present the specific bonding pattern and with B's consistent 'cultivation', it is Justin, in the end, throws away the ring on the coach, his eyes glittering with the purest love and powerful faith. If it is a tale, let it be. At least, it is so inspiring to uplift and resolve many gay couples spirits and concerns or even confusion on the bigger issue: Direction...and Maintainance. |
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