如果我是Brian,我也宁愿死.
Gus和Michael确实对他的决定很有影响,
我觉得还有Justin最后在kinnetic对他说的一段话
"Okay.You go do whatever you have to do for whatever reason you have to do it.I just want you to know I love you. And I'll be here when you get back."
Justin走了之后Brian开始帮自己"熄灯".
记得之前Michael与Brian的一段对话中,
Michael说:"and I'd be the one left to pack up their stuff and 'turn out the lights'."
Brian帮自己"熄了两盏灯",说明他还是有死的念头;
打算熄第三盏灯时,他没有熄就把它砸碎了,说明他已经开始动摇了.